What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

Why do SpaceX rockets keep exploding? - The Verge

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

What were the first few days, weeks, months and then years like after finding out about your spouses infidelity? How did your feelings, and yours & their approach to the situation change in the immediate aftermath compared to later down the line?

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

They’re both small dogs

Just wanted to put it out there

Astronomers finally figured out how Pluto cools itself - Boy Genius Report

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

I can’t anymore I just hate it

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

Crypto Bros Celebrate Themselves at Bitcoin’s Most MAGA Convention Yet - Rolling Stone

And she ate half of the popcorn

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

I think

Bettor banned for heckling Olympic star Thomas - ESPN

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

I want to be a boy

RFK Jr. looks to fast track rare disease drug approvals (updated) - Seeking Alpha

Idk tbh

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

Fans slam Gearbox CEO Randy Pitchford's message to "cost sensitive" fans - Eurogamer

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

Likes we’re not siblings

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

Best Dune Awakening Starter Build and Class Guide: Early Game Skills, Gear & Tips for New Players - The Game Post

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

Here's the cheapest way to buy Stellar Blade on PC - PCGamesN

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

Do all you people that took the "jab" feel lied to yet?

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

Circle IPO soars, giving hope to more startups waiting to go public - TechCrunch

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

I want to but I can’t

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

and I’m such a picky eater

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

About all my friends

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

My body my voice, especially my voice

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

I hate it

I hate myself so much